urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ruby_ice in the dark sparkle 2009-04-30T14:02:38Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ruby_ice:19961 2009-04-30T14:02:38Z 2009-04-30T14:02:38Z Don't laugh, these girls have passion trying to make the best video.<br />See the videos at<br /><a href="http://...com/cs2qrc">http://...com/cs2qrc</a> I think number 13 should win, please watch it! They should be in the Twisted video. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ruby_ice:19461 2006-11-08T10:06:02Z 2006-11-08T10:06:02Z The Secret Maze<br />~~~~~~~~~~~<br />Need a needle to sew two hemispheres<br />Gouge a way in, through and out<br />Track the path<br />Heart ulceration<br />Fizzles in the center<br />Searing cell down to nucleus<br />These are the planet orbits<br />Cell orbits<br />Debris of the "why did I? / How could you? / Why won't you?"<br />Debris of the stone city,<br />Left behind...floating<br /><br />But what of the red pulp heart of stone center?<br />Will you eat it?<br />Is it nourishing?<br />There is a bloody meat there<br />Count the palpations<br />one heart<br />1000 tick tocks<br /><br />And a small voice says "hear me? here. here. do you hear me right here?"<br /><br />Back into the labyrinth<br />Coming down the next corridor<br />They melted a diamond today<br />They said it wasn't easy<br />I said, "you never tried then before"<br />Here is diamond melting of pro perfection<br />I have a glass of diamond liquid in my Egyptian tear collector<br />Red heart juice baby...said red heart, turns clear when diamond melting<br />Oh Alchemical wedding why do you come so late?<br /><br />And so the entrails, the brain folds, the heart valves, the arteries all offer their hallways for you to explore<br />If you don't mind the scars and ulcers of red walls with shredded tapestries...<br />Come inside and see<br />The once pearl bleeding on a vase of my cruel architecture,<br />The grail collecting the seed of the pomegranite<br />Red sculpted cell<br />The shining facets of my mistrodden path<br /><br />I will digest this seed of toxicity<br /><br />The seed of destruction<br />The elixir of life's progenitor<br />Cruel motivator<br />Secret Mercy<br />Merciful propulsion<br />Down the road of always<br />Into the depths of forever<br /><br />Smashing the rubies as I go<br />Carving the new diamond<br />Cutting a path with the point of this heart<br /><br />I cauterize the ulceration<br />I wrote the map to find the treasure:<br /><br />Ruby cells<br />Diamond cuts<br />Ruby blood<br />The diamond path<br />Unto the hearts center urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ruby_ice:19417 2006-02-15T10:26:21Z 2006-02-15T10:26:21Z cetecea- Björk Life has been hectic. All hell broke loose and plans got messed up. I broke up with my fiancé of 7 years because I got cold feet. A long story really. But the good news is we are still best friends and we might get back together. This time apart has really helped me sort things out. I really love him. He is in Iceland now and I am in the USA, he has been there since early December. I really miss him, but he is coming to visit April 6- 17th. We will then reacess our relationship. If we get back together then I might move to Iceland soon. If not, then I still might move to Iceland soon because I am going to apply to the University of Reykjavík to go to shcool. Right now all is up in the air. So, we will see! Wish me the best!<br /><br />Ruby:) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ruby_ice:19134 2005-06-28T19:15:05Z 2005-06-28T19:15:05Z I´m moving to Iceland at the beginning of december instead of waiting until next year.<br />I´m very excited and starting to plan...nervous and impatient.<br /><br />°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />i´ll keep that moment forever<br />it will not fade<br />it can not<br />it is eternal<br />but now i will press pause<br />it can go no further urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ruby_ice:18822 2005-03-28T21:02:00Z 2005-03-28T21:22:37Z kelis milk shake <p>We have finally chosen our wedding date for the icelandic wedding. Its is:</p> <p><strong>June 17, 2006!</strong></p> <p>we chose this for four reasons:</p> <p>1. His parents were married that day.</p> <p>2. It is the Icelandic independance day, and therefore people will remember it better.</p> <p>3. It falls on a saturday which is perfect.</p> <p>4.I love the number 17 !&nbsp; : )))</p> <p>Now we have to get planning more and figure out when the USA wedding will be. Sometime later though but not too much later.</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> (cross posted to my other journal ruby_ice) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ruby_ice:18451 2005-03-22T04:58:49Z 2005-03-22T05:06:25Z the bee keeper- tori amos On March 17, 2005- St. Patricks day. I met Tori Amos at a bookstore for a signing of her new autobiography and her new cd. It was in Washington D.C....Georgetown Barns and Knobles to be exact.<br /><br /> This was such a great day. :) Before I had met her I was a fan of many of her songs but not she never matched up to my heros Björk and Kate Bush. But since I have met her, I have got to say I have a better appreciation of her and her music. She seems to be such a sweet lady and when you meet her you can tell she is REAL. Her music is not meant to conform to society in order to win fans or money, her music is from the heart. I went to meet her with my friend Tahney who is one of her biggest fans. I´m so glad I did. I´m so glad that I avoided crying or any screaming, foolish fan behaviour because I might not have made a connection with her if I did. When I went up to her at first I could tell she had sort of a blank stare, a fake smile a happy put on mask for fans in order to protect herself but she shook my hand and asked my name and as she started to sign my book I told her I just had one question. I asked her if she ever had a concert in Iceland. At that very moment I got her attention....she slowly turned her head and looked right at me. She said with a big smile 'actually , yes I did!' I think the fact that I was not groveling at her feet but rather talking to her in a normal way got her to take off her fan shielding mask. we then proceeded to talk about Iceland a bit. It was nice.I told her the reason I wanted to know is because I was moving there in a year with my icelandic fiancé and hoped she would do a concert there someday. She commented on the drinking and partying she noticed when she was there and that Iceland is green and greenland is icy. I told her I was there 5 times but never in winter and then we both said at the same time "it can get depressing then!" ,I said "yeah 'cause it stays all dark!" she said "yeah but then all light for the summer! so you should maybe go to spain in the winter or get a summer home there." and I said "or i'll just come back here to visit my mom! "She said she liked Iceland very much, that it was beautiful. She asked her body gaurd to try to help her remember the exact year of the concert....they said that they think it was 1992. I think she said she had been there other times as well just for fun but I can´t rememeber exactly i was sorta in a state of excited confusion. She congratulated me of my future marriage and wished me a happy life in Iceland. In both my book and cd she wrote to Kathy &lt;3 (heart)Tori Amos. When she handed me my book and cd she had such a sweet smile and she said "there you go gorgeous!" I was on cloud nine. I couldn't belive she said that to me. It both raised my self esteem and made me feel embarrassed at the same time.I told her I was nervous mostly because of the crowd and all the hype surrounding her she said "ah don't worry about them " as she nodded at the crowd and winked at me. And then as I was about to thank her and walk away so the next person could meet her, she opened her arms and offered me a hug! I didn't even ask. :) As I walked away I said "thanks for the music!" She smiled and winked once again.:) Tahney made a connection with her too, she got extra little drawings in her book...a smily face, a star and a heart. We were both happy cornflake girls. :)<br /><br /><br />(cross posted to my other journal scumater) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ruby_ice:18410 2005-03-08T05:36:15Z 2005-03-09T03:25:37Z <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">The Sculpting<br> --------------<br> <br> Casual clay<br> What's "nature made"...<br> Anymore?<br> <br> A crease<br> Do your ironing!<br> <br> Add some plaster<br> You look a little tight, dear<br> <br> (Oh woman beautiful, you're only better sliced and peeled)<br> <br> Casual clay<br> A crow was walking....<br> Near each eye<br> Do your ironing!<br> <br> Cut some meat off<br> <br> (Oh woman beautiful, you're only better sliced and peeled)<br> <br> Sculpting clay<br> Grandma's ugly<br> Every line made<br> Tells a story<br> But....<br> <br> Add some plaster<br> Add some plaster<br> Cut some meat off<br> Inject poison<br> <br> (Oh woman beautiful, your only better sliced and peeled)<br> <br> <br> <br> <br> </span> ------------------------------- &copy Katherine A. Brenner 2005 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ruby_ice:18003 2005-03-05T18:44:18Z 2005-03-05T18:44:18Z rrrrrr <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v666/rubyeyes/uglylasvegas.jpg"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ruby_ice:17864 2005-02-26T02:23:06Z 2005-02-26T02:23:06Z cherubine- bloem <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v666/rubyeyes/flowers.jpg"><br> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ruby_ice:17441 2005-02-26T02:08:02Z 2005-02-26T02:08:02Z öll birtan- björk <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v666/rubyeyes/icelandicmossfield.jpg"><br> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ruby_ice:17196 2005-02-26T02:03:48Z 2005-02-26T02:03:48Z kelis- tasty album <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v666/rubyeyes/mothermarytexturegoddesss.jpg"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ruby_ice:16914 2005-02-26T02:00:37Z 2005-02-26T02:00:37Z sea song <img src="http:///img.photobucket.com/albums/v666/rubyeyes/waratsea.jpg"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ruby_ice:16625 2005-01-23T23:06:55Z 2005-01-23T23:06:55Z there are hairs in my throat<br />and fish in my eyes<br />and when i die<br />i'll be born onto you urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ruby_ice:16099 2004-07-30T11:59:27Z 2004-07-30T12:02:30Z static adline<br />~~~...<br /><br />in disguise<br />pretty eyes<br />maybe a mouth<br />that's how i imagine her<br /><br />she could be a prodigy<br />or a man with ten scars and turniquette<br /><br />but every l e t t e r <br />is poetry/glossy moonbeams<br />and masonic secrets<br /><br />one dot and a vast cosmic alliance<br />she is a portal<br /><br /><br />__________________________________<br />&copy Katherine Anne Brenner 2004 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ruby_ice:15867 2004-04-15T19:01:08Z 2004-07-29T02:35:02Z maps- yeah yeah yeah's Macrocosm/Microcosm<br />~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<br /><br />I found God<br />between the lips<br />She was dancing<br /><br />I found God <br />In the funny bone<br />He was hiding<br /><br />In my ears around the hair cells<br />When the bass hit<br /><br />I found God <br />In my reflection<br />On the mirror with my lipstick<br /><br />When the bass hit<br />When the bass hit<br /><br />She came with the climax<br />In the orgasm<br /><br />I found Him in the cat-nap<br />on the whiskers<br />in the oven <br />with the baked bread<br /><br />I found God in my reflection<br /><br />He was hiding<br /><br /><br /><br />__________________________________<br />&copy Katherine Anne Brenner 2004 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ruby_ice:15139 2004-02-20T00:41:42Z 2004-02-20T00:44:39Z short<br />.....<br /><br />Quick!<br />Snap!<br />Over-<br /><br />(Too short to follow)<br /><br />red and black leather<br />garters<br />Off with the panty hose!<br /><br />_____________________________________________<br />&copy Katherine Anne Brenner 2003 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ruby_ice:14947 2003-12-03T03:12:26Z 2003-12-03T03:12:26Z mmm vomit silver eyes ice and anger// soft melody of my heart in danger<br /><br />yum give me more<br /><br />we respect you<br />because you are loved<br />for your torn eyes and sooty hands<br />and the body that left you<br /><br />no wonder your teeth rot<br />your skin peels<br />and your mouth, oh your mouth what happened to it? dry and bitter<br /><br />frozen finger tips and ugly habits<br />you make it beautiful <br />like vomit as music urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ruby_ice:14317 2003-11-04T00:23:42Z 2003-11-06T00:35:57Z venus hum: honey Captivated<br />~~~~~~~~~~~~<br />He glides me through the air like an arrow<br />(I want to rest my head on him at night)<br />He has given me all the flowers<br />(That a girl could wish she ever had)<br /><br />And nothing compares to it...<br /><br />Nothing compares to being with him<br /><br />He has hit my heart<br />And the love gushes out<br /><br />I am captivated.<br /><br /><br />_________________________________________<br />&copy Katherine Anne Brenner 1998 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ruby_ice:13733 2003-07-21T14:02:55Z 2003-07-21T14:05:26Z Moana: Deftones Tilt the house<br />And she falls down<br />Black-eyed Barbara <br />With crackers<br /><br />Pokes him with a real long rod<br />Give me two banana's and water<br /><br />Don't kill the bullfrog<br />Kitty's got a hair ball<br />Vasoline will get it out<br />& peanut butter<br /><br />Take the church bus into town<br />He's hiding in the bushes....<br /><br />Red with horns.<br /><br /><br />__________________________________<br />&copy Katherine A Brenner 2002 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ruby_ice:13522 2003-07-09T07:25:44Z 2003-07-09T07:41:53Z coldsweat: by sugarcubes Unscathed<br />~~~~~~~~~~<br /><br />I am my elbows out and a side-ways frown<br />Put your shit into me<br />Into my angry serpentine<br />Salty blood vessels/calcium deposits,<br />deposit on my knees as I scream<br /><br />That funky grandfather clock<br />He took time<br />He wiped it up<br />I'm shattering my shattery eye baby<br />Licking into me is that dog, as I lick into that old lady<br />I'm looking<br /><br />FEEL BAD! <br />FEEL THAT!!<br />--you, FEEL IT!!!<br /><br />Androgyny,<br />I am psycho-tectonic-plates and earth spinning<br />On my four-wheel-drive<br />On my open-up knee-slime<br />Like Whale alive,<br />pouring Slobo-Babe into the right<br />I'm in the right galaxy light<br />I'm raspberries in a basket<br />I'm outer-space light<br />and I'm that old lady looking...<br /><br />FEEL BAD!<br />FEEL THAT!!<br />FEEL IT!!!!!<br /><br />My only release from this "Leonardo-Dicapitate-me-thing"....<br />is this:<br /><br />Write it on wood<br />Write it with your eyes pinned<br />(like with bobby-pins)<br />Silver fuck/silver fist/can't-save-you-from-it<br />There is no dick to fucking fuck you with<br />calcium deposits/open-mouth kiss<br />And......................<br />......<br />I will relay your message to that man in the infirmary,<br />And he'll kill a couple of eyes for you (without looking).<br /><br />Feel bad<br />Feel that<br />You, feel it!<br /><br />FEEL BAD!<br />FEEL THAT!!<br />DO YOU FEEL IT FEEL IT FEEL IT?!?!?!?!?<br /><br />It comes to kill me.<br /><br /><br />_____________________________________________<br />&copy Katherine Anne Brenner 2000/ fixed 2003 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ruby_ice:12595 2003-07-03T15:15:57Z 2003-07-03T15:15:57Z paper-bag- fiona apple AnaMia<br />~~~~~~<br />there is one who does not know the wholeness of her being<br />she is divided<br />but connected through seams sewn like patchwork<br />a quilt<br />daring woman<br />daring herself<br />to be whole<br /><br />shiver to be cold<br />cuz the cold won't make her shiver<br />she will unlace her shoes<br />and then tie them up again<br />undecided<br /><br />but she knows just where she wants to be<br />the ship just hasn't come in<br />and when it does,<br />she will be tired of waiting<br /><br />AnaMia<br />her own enemy<br />enemy <br />enemy<br />enemy<br /><br />________________________________________<br />&copy Katherine Anne Brenner 2003 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ruby_ice:12488 2003-06-30T06:26:04Z 2003-06-30T06:26:04Z anna- kukl Shimmer<br />~~~~~~~~<br />shedding skin, shimmering<br />ugly ruby red<br />locked up/chained down in the shed<br />force fed<br />peeling it out<br />peeling it open<br />out into the ugly ruby dead<br /><br />she's a little thing<br />a blonde shell-shocker<br />lips to pucker<br />she sat in his lap and shed that shimmery skin<br /><br />///hold baby down///<br />//cut open her throat///<br />//let the dark out///<br />///let the ruby seep in///<br /><br />you peel me closer to the sky than I ever believed<br /><br />empty cradle<br />bloody ceiling<br />ugly ruby dead<br /><br />She's locked down<br />chained up in the shed<br />~shimmering~<br /><br />______________________________________________<br />&copy Katherine Anne Brenner 1998/fixed 2003 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ruby_ice:11861 2003-06-26T20:45:19Z 2003-06-26T20:45:19Z me+my+your name: bathtub this one is written on the same day as "purge", therefore it is about purge-ness. :)))<br /><br />The bad things<br />---------------<br />Purge me<br />I am not guilty<br />Cathartically squeeze<br />The last drop out of me<br /><br />Doing cuticles is not necessary<br />Iodine-isle-of-mile-#-three<br />Radiation is a bad bad thing<br />In high quantities<br /><br />Put me in a straight jacket<br />Hypnotic in the back pocket<br />Sting the dying yellow jacket<br />Purge the guilt <br />Release the child<br /><br />These are the bad things<br />This is the rotting<br />Stale bread and ugly beads<br />Drip the last drop from me<br />Anything but a lobotomy!<br />Electric shock therapy!<br /><br />These are the bad things<br /><br />This is the NOTHING<br /><br />_____________________________________________<br />&copy Katherine Anne Brenner 2003 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ruby_ice:11562 2003-06-20T09:38:34Z 2003-06-26T20:16:00Z plants and rags- Pj Harvey She said, "I know the sugar plum fairy, her name is Mary. She's half-way inside my arm...." (Kat Bjelland)<br /><br />I said,yeah... " and when she is good she is very very good, and when she is bad she is horrid." (mother goose?/brothers grimm?)<br /><br /><br /> Mary-Ann<br /> *********<br />Harp or a pitch fork?<br />Said, I believe in heaven and that is what I want, but give me my angel of the dark!<br /><br />You have empty eye-pits and a nasty habit<br />I'll never understand it<br />Give me a gut slit and a sweet kiss, both are agony<br />That's the scum that I want you to drink,<br />Mary-Ann!<br /><br />My gullet hurts<br />(Under the skin he laid the eggs)<br />Yeah maggots and the worms crawl out!<br /><br />______________________________________<br />&copy Katherine Anne Brenner 2001 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ruby_ice:11269 2003-06-20T08:33:14Z 2003-06-20T08:34:08Z wuthering heights- Kate Bush Tangerine<br />!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br />Harlequin angel<br />snake tresses <br />encompass me<br />being human I am a human being<br /><br />don't tell her<br />don't offer<br /><br />in spite of everything<br />my tangerine<br />eye lasers/lashes inter-lacing<br />don't whisper one single thing<br /><br />don't tell her<br />don't offer<br /><br />unleash me, my forbidden number 1 king<br />number 1 driving<br />and so electrifying<br /><br /> offer<br /> offer it up!<br /><br />unleashed from my number 1 king<br />so divine<br />so energizing<br /><br /> offer<br /> offer it up!<br /><br />In spite of everything<br />(eye lasers/lashes inter-lacing)<br />don't whisper one single thing!<br /><br />don't tell her<br />don't offer.<br /><br /><br />_______________________________________<br />&copy Katherine Anne Brenner 2003